Said "I'm fine", but it wasn't true
I don't wanna keep secrets just to keep you
And I, snuck in through the garden gate
Every night that summer just to seal my fate 
And I screamed for whatever it's worth
I love you, ain't that the worst thing you ever heard?

Somedays 
Regina Spektor 

...Somedays aren't yours at all, They come and go as if they're someone else's days, They go and leave you behind someone else's face, And it's harsher than yours, And colder than yours. They come in all quiet, Sweep up, And then they leave. And you don't hear a single floorboard creak. They're so much stronger than the friends you try to keep by your side. Downtown, downtown, I'm not here, Not anymore. I've gone away, Don't call me, Don't write. I'm in love with your daughter, I want to have her baby. I'm in love with your daughter, So can I please Downtown, downtown, I'm not here, Not anymore...

Carry You

Novo Amor

Torn down, full of aching
Somehow our youth would take the blame
Worn out, the way we let it stay

Taught how to celebrate it
All out, I'd replicate your pain
Climb down, if only for a taste

Hallowed, but hesitated
Shallow, but full in all your veins
Shadowed by every other weight

Hollow, a doubt can make it
Borrowed a love that never came
Followed in every other shade

Let it lead your love away
I never strayed
Let it bury you away
In all your blame, in all your pain
I will carry you always

Let it lead your love away
I never strayed
Let it bury you away

Fade me away, I won't ever be the same
Fade me away, I won't ever be the same
Fade me away, I won't ever be the same

Did she leave a trail of crumbs so you could find her when you're what you could become...

or did she know you well enough to realize that garden just won't grow?